0404

On the April 4th 2009, today this is the day that I had finally recreated back a blog to share my stories with anyone who view my blog page. Today it was a bad day for me to write my new blog, due to I’m down at the moment. I was sad because of two things,

Depressing moment number one : Missing the olden days
Today it was suppose to be my second year anniversary if I’m still working at Genting (a.k.a Resort World Berhad). Due to I had make up my decision to pursuit my degree dream, I had to give out my current job as a “welfare supervisor”. But I think I should be promoted as an executive and buying new cars by now if I didn’t resign from my job rather than suffering from doing assignment, revision, and sitting for test and exams in my university now. I think my life would be better and fun if I’m still in genting now, especially my best dude “ngong ngong” will always snake around with me and invite me for hunting, camping, and fishing trip. Hehehee.. Really miss u guys up thr...

Depressing moment number two : Monster Revive
I really suffered from heartache and this feeling drag me down to drain since yesterday night after I had chatted with my little princess in my house. Little princess was a girl that I like, she was the girl that I started to know her like few weeks back although she’s my course mate? And I’m already starting to fall apart for her cuteness not long after I know her. I had confessed my feelings to her , but I guess I’m acting like a coward, I’ve got feelings for her but I was stepping back and hoping to remain as a friend in the same time. Because there is a wound which cannot be recovered in my heart since my last two relationship. It leaves me a deep scar deep within my heart. I thought I had defeated this monster and buried it six feet under, but guess I’m wrong that the monster has found his way to revive and restored his energy again. The monster is crawling out slowly from his yard to seek for revenge, this time the monster has finally defeated me, and controlled me and make me feel panic and fear from being in love again.

I really like my little princess so much till I couldn’t forget about her day and night, she even keep on visiting me in my dreams so often. But I just couldn’t do anything to fight for it since I’m controlled by the monster now. So I have suggested to my little princess that I will give her up in my life and encourage her to seek for a better person for her own hapiness. It was a sincere wish from me to her from the bottom of my heart. (Incomplete version due to the writer is to weak to write now.. =p)

Anu's Memoir

Greetings to everyone who spent their precious time to read my little bloggie, this is my second blog which I created since my first blog ever on friendster. I was hoping this blog will last forever to become the evidence of my life time history, that why I name it “Anu’s Memoir”. Anu which is me as my designated nick and memoir means memory in synonyms. In “Anu’s Memoir” I will be sharing the sweetest, sourest, bitterest, and spiciest moment which I go through in my life. Anu’s hoping for the readers to be chilled while reading my blog.